Just a warning you may not want to read on,

I don't exactly know how to put this but...

Well first of all it has nothing to do with me, I'm fine!

Don't worry, probably non of you where worrying anyways...

There is this post on deviantart.

The title read 'I'm panicking' and it goes on to say,

I quote

'

This is sort of an open letter.

This is a message to someone I blocked on Deviantart because they were being extremely frightening to me, I didn't want to be involved with it. They were becoming incredibly violent. I know they read all my journals all the time and this is important for everyone to see so I'm putting it here.

You are freaking me out because you are showing so many signs of being someone who would commit a mass shooting.

I've read up on it, and it shows people with a fascination for weapons, allure to blood, and those who have bad family lives and mental illnesses left untreated can start shootings.

You are showing nearly every sign of this and I've tried to tell you to talk to a school counselor but you've declined for reasons I don't understand. 

Therapists cost money yet you say consistently you are "rich". But I get that not everyone wants to spend money. School counselors are free and you just need to ask to have an appointment after class or during lunch or something.

I don't talk to you because you scare me. You've told me how a goal of yours is to "fuck up someone's life". You've told me if you were driving and you saw a lost dog in the road you'd run it over and enjoy it. You've told me how much you daydream of weapons and gore. It's not funny, it's not interesting, it's not quirky. It's fucking horrifying.

I really tried to give you a chance. I've given you multiple. I don't block you from my streams yet because I'm too fucking kind to block someone off the bat. But I'm starting to lean towards my limit. The last thing I want is to know someone who ended the life of someone else.

I know you don't like when people assume things, but sometimes assuming is good when there are lives on the line.

Please talk to a counselor about this before it gets to your head. Please fucking god please talk to a counselor.

I'm like the only one who knows about all these things you say and I don't want to try and minimize this. It's important and scary and I don't want it to happen.

Because I don't know what else to fucking do.

'

End quote

And also in the Comments,

???:

I want to be Heaven over hills serious to you, I do suffer from Blood lust. The urge to kill. I want to go live in Alaska to get away from people to prevent this from happening. I tell my mom 24/7 I have urges to kill, she don't take me seriously, she makes them worse if anything. So I am scared that one day someone's gonna piss me off to where I loose my mind and just go brutal.

I find myself awfully angry all the time and I do catch myself doing stupid stuff and realizing it when it's already done. I went so far as to chopping up Rat poison and had to countless-ly pull sharp objects on people [Example, pulled knives on my family, pulled a pair of scissors out on a kid in school] I'm scared I might kill a person soon. Which ever way you can think of.

I might do the most dumbest thing like.. Kidnap, follow a person, poison them, get into their home, something. I know I'm capable of murder, and in a brutally painful way. I'm really scared I might do it soon. But I don't see me getting help anytime soon, so I just might. 

I'm not saying this to scare you, I just want to point it out I suffer too. But I have common sense not to say I'd shoot a person. If you have to use a gun to kill, that's a really whimp thing to do. Rely on a gun to take out a person. I'm a knife person honestly :1

Don't go giving (the person who posted I'm panicking) a heart attack, go find someone who's like you to mess with, she's a good person who shouldn't be freaking out, piss off?

(the person who posted I'm panicking): Common sense is the big key here

And let me quote another person,

???:

i really hope they get better, i actually used to know someone like this. it was as depressing as it was scary to be honest, watching someone tear apart their life like that, they did get help though and although i haven't seen them in ages they did seem to be making progress.

as a warning, if they don't seem to be getting help the best choice would be to gray-rock them, but it kind of comes off that you're already doing that.

gray-rocking is a way of dealing with anyone relatively unstable by ignoring them and cutting them off completely, which results in them becoming uninterested and leaving. it probably sounds slightly selfish but it makes a hell of a difference in the long run.

i hope i didn't come off as rude, i don't want him thinking that it's his fault because he can't control it.

(the person who posted I'm panicking): thank you for your advice !

???: no problem!

So that happened. I still don't exactly know what happed but it's worrying.

I feel like I have just been hit with a rock. .-.)