I was a little angry now because I wanted him to come for me sooner. "Why are you here Will?" I say to him "Because I love you Alessa and I need you." He says to me he gets off the bed and stands in front of me. He lifts my chin and I am now staring at him, my eyes start to water.

"Why did you wait so long?" I say as I start to cry again, "Because I am an idiot and I thought you would be better off without me." He says to me as he wipes the tears from my face. "I am so sorry that I didn't come sooner, I am so sorry for everything." "I don't understand Will, what did I do wrong?"

I say to him "You did nothing wrong Alessa, I did and I am so sorry that you had to suffer because of it. The worst part about this was that I made you suffer and I can never be sorry enough to you for that. I let my emotions and my stress get the best of me and you were there. I took it out on you because you were there. Then you left and I realized that I had just lost the best thing that has ever happened to me in my life and I am so sorry."

"You did all of that because you couldn't handle your emotions? You would hurt me like that just because I am there and you can." I was a lot more angry now that he had said that. I get up and move away from him, "I'm sorry." He says "Are you sorry Will?" I say to him "I can't do that again I can't feel that way again because it was the worst thing I have ever felt in my life. I wanted you to come back for me sooner and I just wanted you here with me and you didn't do that." 

I say to him "I needed you." I say to him "I know Alessa and I am so sorry please give me a chance." "I did once already Will and this is what you did." I say to him he puts his head down and falls to his knees. I cry as I stare at him was this our relationship? We just hurt each other over and over again? Was this how it was going to be if we got back together?

We both didn't deserve this, it would only mean we both hurt and that is not fair to either one of us. "I need some time to think about this." I say to him "Okay" Will gets up "Alessa..." Alexa says and stops as she opens the door, Will walks past her and I fall to the floor and cry. "Alessa" She says worriedly she comes over to me.

She hugs me and then I get up off the floor "Please make sure that he is okay." I say to her she leaves out the room and then a little while later she comes back in. "Julian went to go check on him." She says to me "Are you okay?" I look at her and I start telling her the events that unfolded tonight. "I don't know what to do." I say to her. 

"I wish I had an answer to give you Alessa and I am so sorry." I hug her "No it's okay I think I just need to sleep on it." I say to her "Okay." She hugs me "I love you Alessa." "Love you too Lex" I say to her. I turn the light off and lay in the bed, I'm not sure what time I fall asleep but I finally fall asleep. 

I wake up the next day and I can here people talking, several people it sounded like. I get up and I walk to the kitchen to find Alexa, Dom, Julian and my mom sitting there at the table. "Mom?" I say she turns around and I couldn't help it I start crying again she comes over and hugs me. "Mom." I say as I cry into her shoulder "It's okay Alessa." She says to me we go back to my room and I lay on the bed and lay my head in her lap.

She plays with my hair "Talk to me Alessa." I tell her everything that has happened from the time before I left until now. "I don't know what to do mom." I say to her "I'm going to tell you something and I really need you to listen to me okay." I nod to her.

"I know that you love him and I know that he loves you a lot, yes he hurt you and the pain you feel is nothing you have ever felt before. I know because I have felt it before with your father. I took it out on you when all of that stuff was happening with Luke. It's easy to let your feelings get the best of you and it's even easier to take it out on the people you love the most. I only wish that your father had realized he was doing that to me.

Maybe we could have fixed our marriage." "Wait what are you saying mom?" "I'm saying that your father and I are getting a divorce, it's not because I don't love him and it's not because he doesn't love me. It's because he realized to late how much he was hurting me and I can't do it anymore." "Mom." "It's okay I need you to listen to me Alessa, Is it to late for you?" "No." I say to her "Then let yourself be happy Alessa he know now that he has to do it better because he doesn't want to lose you.

Don't let this make you miserable because you keep thinking of the what if's. Live now and love him now and if it still doesn't work out then you have no regrets because at least you know you tried it. I don't want you to let him go and regret it. He came back for you because he loves you just as much as you love him. If it's not over for you then don't let it be over. If it was you wouldn't be here the way you are now." 

I took in my moms words and I replayed them over and over in my head. I sat in my room for a few hours replaying her words in my head, I knew what I needed to do now. I got up took a quick shower and got dressed, I went to the hotel Will was staying in and went straight to his room.

I took a deep breath before I knocked on the door, I finally knocked and it felt like an eternity before he answered it. I jumped in his arms and kissed him, I kissed him hard. "I love you William." I say to him "I love you too Alessa." He says to me he carries me to the bed and lays me down gently he climbs on top of me as he kisses me. 

I kiss him back taking off his shirt he kisses my neck and takes off my shirt. He leaves a trail of kisses from my neck to my navel, he pulls off my jeans, he unclasps my bra and slides off my panties. 

I am naked as he stares at me and I stare back at him, his clothes to comes off and he makes love to me. It was different then the other times more passionate it was better and I didn't want it to stop.

So it didn't we couldn't keep our hands off of each other there was a need that both of us had. So we took it and ran with it, after a while we laid there in the bed breathless but also still hungry for more. I was tired and so he held me in his arms "I thought you were going to leave me." I look over at him "I love you William and you hurt me but the last thing on my mind was leaving you. I only needed someone to give me that extra push towards the decision I had already made."

"Who do I have to thank for that?" "My mother, my heart knew that I wanted you my head couldn't get past the fact that you had hurt me. My mother did that." "I'm so glad that she did. They are all probably pretty upset with me aren't they?" "Now that I can't tell you because I don't really know." 

I kiss him "Come on let's go." "Go where?" "Back to my house to see everyone." I say to him we both get up to get dressed and we head back to my house. He grabs me and kisses me "Thank you." "For what?" "For putting up with my bullshit and still loving me." I kiss him we walk into the house everyone is there and they are getting some food ready for a cookout.

"We were hoping that you would be coming back with this one." Alessa says she comes over to us and gives him a hug. Julian comes over and hugs me "I told you mate." He says to me and I laugh Dom comes over and hugs me. He holds out his hand to Will and he takes it "If you hurt her again I'm gonna have to kick your ass." 

"Dom seriously?" I say to him he smiles "Seriously." He say I roll my eyes and shake my head at him. "Come on you two we are just getting started lets have a few beers and just enjoy the night. I walk out onto the patio "Clarissa? You're still here?" I say as she comes and hugs both me and Will.

"Yes I am still here." "Okay seriously are you two a thing?" I say to her and she laughs. "We are friends for right now." "When will you be leaving?" "It turns out I really like New York so I actually got a house here." "What?" "Oh yeah she is the new neighbor." Alexa says "What?" I say 

They both laugh "I will be leaving tomorrow to get my things and then I will be back." "I will be seeing you around neighbor." She says to me as she hugs me again, I see my mom talking to Will and so I walk over to them. "Thank you." He says to her as he hugs her and she hugs him back. She gives me a hug "Thank you mom I love you." "I love you too Alessa." "Oh by they way what are you doing here?"

She laughs "Your brother called me the day before yesterday, saying that you needed me and that I needed to come fast." I look over at Dom he looks at me and smiles and I smile back. "He was right I did need you." I say to her "So about you and dad?" "You don't worry about that Alessa we will be fine the both of us."

I nod to her and hug her again as we all just enjoyed each other company. As the night started to whined down and we cleaned up Will and I went to my room. "I wanted to talk to you about something." He says to me "What is it?" "I am going to be leaving in a few days to Australia. After the tour is over there I would love for you to fly out and come meet my family." 

I knew I would be up there sooner to see him do his last two shows in Sydney. I was really nervous thinking about going to meet his family. "I think I can manage that." 

We spent the rest of the night him holding me in his arms. I missed being with him and him holding me the way he was. I missed laying my head on his chest and smelling his Cologne and getting to fall asleep in his arms.