I wasn't sure what time it was when I fell asleep but the last thing I remember was that I had fallen asleep outside. When I woke up I was in the bed I tried to sit up but Will had his arm wrapped around me and only pulled me closer to him as I tried to move. 

The sounds of the ocean were so soothing and amazing so it wasn't a surprise that I had fallen asleep outside last night. It was even better waking up to him holding me I smiled as I look over at him and he was just staring back at me.

"Just stay here a little bit longer." He say to me I smile at him and I lean over to kiss him and he kisses me back. Before I knew it he was on top of me kissing me passionately, like he needed me. I kissed him back the same way, I had missed him touching me and the way his lips felt on me. 

After we laid there him wrapped around me I wanted to get up "No just stay here." "What's going on with you?" "Nothing I am just really glad that you are here, I missed you a lot." I smile at him as I kiss him, after a little while we finally get out of bed and get into the shower.

He gets out before I do I finish up my shower get out. I decided my denim shorts and my pink tank top would work for today. I pulled my hair up into a messy bun and I made my way to the kitchen. Alexa, William and Julian were in there "Hey sit down I will serve you some breakfast." 

William says to me "No it's fine I will serve you some." he laughs and shakes his head at me and gestures for me to sit down as he pulls out my chair for me. I do as he says and he brings me a plate of food, I wait for everyone else to sit down as well.

"So what are y'alls plans for today?" Alexa says "Well I was thinking that Alessa and I would take a walk along the beach enjoy the sun and then we are going to have lunch with my parents." "Oh that sounds great, Julian we should take a walk along the beach." 

Alexa says to him "Yeah." He says I look at Alexa with a what is wrong with him face and she shrugs her shoulders at me. We all eat our breakfast and Alexa and Julian disappear "You ready?" Will says as I finish washing the dishes we used.

I nod my head to him as he head to the beach, we had a good time making sand castles and Will letting me bury him in the sand. We almost lost track of time and hurried to go meet his parents at the restaurant. 

We walked in and his parents were already sitting down at the table they waved us over, I gave them both a hug and then I sat down. "I am so glad to see you both." William's mother says. "It's so good to see you both." I say back.

We sit down and they take our drink order and we all look over the menu. After a few minutes we give them our order "So tell me Alessa what is it that you do?" "Well I am going to school to be a doctor."

"Oh a doctor and how is that going?" "It's going great I just started back up again I took a semester off to travel with Will. I just have a year and a half left." "You traveled with him the whole time he was doing his European tour?"

"Yes I did." "So do you work?" "Yes." "Where do you work?" "Well as I am doing classes I am also working in the hospital to so I get paid for that." "Oh okay I see so how were you getting paid that semester you took off?"

"Mom?" Will says and she gives him this look like I am talking to her mind your business. "Well I have enough money saved up, so I used that money while I was with him." Our food came and it was a relief but it still didn't stop his mothers question.

"Do you really love my son? Or are you just using him?" I was a little shocked at this question. "Mom are you serious right now?" Will says and I could tell that he was mad now. "Leave the poor girl alone." His dad says to her "I want to know?" She says "Mom?" 

I grab Will's hand "It's okay." I say to him as I smile "I love your son more then I have ever loved anyone, I don't expect anyone to understand that. I can tell you this though if I was only with your son to use him I would not be sitting here having this lunch with his family. I think meeting you all would have been the last thing I want to do if that's all I wanted him for.

I get it you want to look out for him and I totally understand that you want to protect him and I mean no offense to anyone especially him but I don't think there is anything he can give me that I cannot give myself because I don't need his money or his fame or any of that. I just want to be with him that is all I have ever wanted, was just to be with him."

He grabs my hand "Well what are your plans after the tour is over?" His dad says "Well actually I have some news to tell you all." He says and we all look at him "I have a meeting with a record label in the states and if everything goes great then I will be moving to the states." 

"What are you serious that is amazing." I say to him I kiss him "We are so proud of you William." His mom says "That is really great news." "That is amazing news mate." His dad says "What are the plans for you two?" 

I look over at Will and he looks at me I wasn't really sure what are plans were. I had no idea what was going to happen after he finished his tour and we hadn't talked about it either. "We are just taking it day by day." Will says.

I hadn't thought about the future I have just been so wrapped up in just being here with him now. His tour was fixing to be over in a few days and I had no idea what his plans were after that. 

We said our goodbyes to his parents "Alessa?" His mother says to me before we leave and she pulls me away from the boys. "I'm sorry if I offended you in anyway during lunch, that was not my intention at all. I can tell you this I was not expecting you to say to me what you did." 

I smile at her and she hugs me "Please look after him." She says to me I hug her tighter and we finally part ways. "I'm sorry about my mom." Will says "Don't be, she is your mother Will the last thing she wants is some girl trying to play her son especially now."

"I want you to come with me to the meet and greet and the sound check and stuff." "Okay." I say to him as we make our way back to his place. We walked in and we could hear Julian and Alexa yelling at each other "What the hell is going on?" I say as I make my way over to the room but William stops me.

"Don't." He says "What? Why not?" "Let them work it out." "Will I can't just stand here and listen to this." "Then we will go outside." He says to me I was hesitant at first because I wanted to go in there and check on Alexa. Will grabbed my hand and we went and laid on the hammock.

"What's going on with them William?" "I don't know." I look at him and then I look over at the door, I see Alexa run out of the room towards the patio in tears. She just runs past us "I need to go check on her." I say to him he nods to me as I get off the hammock he pulls me back and kisses me and then I go find Alexa.

After a little searching I find her sitting alone with her head in her knees crying. "Alexa?" I say softly as I sit down next to her and pull her to me and hug her. I let her calm down a little "What's going on?" I say to her.

"He is really pissed at me for yesterday when we were going to meet his family and I couldn't do it. He doesn't understand how hard it was for me to do that. How hard it is for me to open up to him like he wants me to, I'm scared Alessa I am so scared that he is going to hurt me. He wants me to open up to him and I can't."

"You never told him about Nick?" She shakes her head at me "What if I tell him and he thinks I'm some kind of damaged goods?" "He would never think that Alexa he loves you." "Does he love me?" She say "Yes Alexa he loves you I see it all the time when you two are together or when he is just staring at you from across the room."

"Alexa don't shut down now because you think he is going to hurt you. Truth is there will always be a chance of you getting hurt in any relationship you have. Shutting him out is not going to fix it, that is what I tried to do with Will when all that stuff happened with Ellise. 

You tried to do that after Nick and it really messed you up bad. I will not watch you go through that again, I won't be able to take that again Alexa. All the things we went through after him because you tried so hard to shut down and shut everyone out." 

"I know I need to tell him Alessa but I can't go back and talk to him now, not when he is this mad at me. Not when I have made him think that he isn't good enough for me." "I know things don't seem to be going so well right now but don't wait to long Alexa." I say to her.

We sit there and I hold her in my arms I wasn't sure how long we had been there but Will came over to let us know that we needed to leave. "You two go along we will catch up we are just going to change and stuff." 

"You told me you were going to come with me." He says to me "Will I promise that we will make it for the meet and greet." I say to him "Okay." Was all he says before he walks away.

Alexa and I got up and went back to the house, I told her to go to my room and I was hoping that I would catch Julian before he left with will. I knocked on his room door and he answers it "I don't want to hear it Alessa."

"To bad." I say to him he sits on the bed "You asked me not to give up on Will when all that stuff happened, I am only asking the same with Alexa. Please understand that you are the best thing that has happened to her in the past 3 years." 

"Then why won't she open up and talk to me like she talks to you?" "Things have happened to her and for a long time she was lost she shut down, please let her tell you. She will open up she just doesn't want you to see her any different then you do now."

"What happened to her?" "I can't tell you that, because her having that conversation with you is so important for her in yalls relationship. She will tell you soon Julian this I promise, but please don't give up on her." 

He stands up and hugs me "Thank you." He says to me before he walk out of the room. I hurry and go clean up and change into some different shorts and a different tank top. I let my hair down and then I wait for Alexa to get ready.

We hurry to the venue and I meet up with Will, today he wants me to go out there with him. I wasn't sure what was going on with him it was like he didn't want me out of his sight. He did his meet and greet sang a few songs and then we went to the dressing room.

Alexa and I sat around and talked about the boys and I was glad that she was working things out with Julian. The show came and went and Will went out and took pictures with the fans. He made sure I was by his side the whole time.

We went out to the club afterwards I was sitting on Will's lap talking to Alexa. "I need to go pee." I say to her "Alright well lets go." I got up off of Will's lap "Where are you going?" He says to me and he stands up too "I just need to go to the restroom Alexa is going to go with me." 

"I will walk with you two that way." "You don't need to do that Will." "It's fine." Alexa and I take off before Will can even say anything and we hurry to the restroom. "What's going on with him?" 

I look at her "I don't know." We were standing in the line waiting "Why did you two just take off like that?" Will says from behind me. I turn to look at him "I really needed to go." "You should have waited for me." "I'm sorry." I say to him not wanting this to turn into a thing.