Chapter 6
The next days came and went, Julian and Will left and everything was going great. I got a call on my phone and I answered it. "Hello?" "Who is William?" "What? Who is this?" "It's your mother." "Oh did you get a new number or are you calling from someone else's phone because you knew I wouldn't answer your call?"
"Who is William?" She said annoyed with me "Why do you need to know who he is?" "What are you doing Alessa, are you doing things with people like that to get back at me or something?" "Oh people like that? Exactly what kind of person do you think he is. You don't even know him so how dare you say anything about him."
"I just want to know you are safe?" "Why you never been worried about it before. What is Luke telling you I think that is the real question I need to be asking." "He is just concerned that you aren't safe." "Oh my gosh I'm just so done with you and with him, First off he is only concerned about himself. You are just a real piece of work calling me questioning me about someone you don't even know judging him because of what Luke told you.
His problem is that I'm done with him and he just can't accept that. So he has to go to you and tell you things about William and you believe him. Why don't you and him just stay the fuck out of my life because I'm gonna do what I want, who I want and how I want. So you know what fuck you mother."
I hung up the phone and threw it and it hits the wall and breaks "Great that's just fucking great!" I yell as I sit on my bed. I now had to go get a new phone I left and went to go get a new phone first. Today was not going good at all, how dare my mother call me and tell me things like that."
After a few hours I finally got everything set with my phone and I had some messages and missed calls from William. I also had some missed calls from a number I didn't know, and also some messages from the number talking about how they were going to come see me.
"Who the fuck is this." I say out loud as I am looking through my phone. I ignore the texts and I go back home. Hoping that Alexa is there because I really wanted to talk to her. I was glad when I got home and she was in the kitchen. "Hey where were you?"
"I have literally had the worst day." I say as I sit on the chair in the kitchen "What happened?" "What happened is that my mom called me and asked who William was because Luke told told her that he was concerned about my safety. Then I threw my phone against the wall and it broke so I needed to go get a new one. On top of all of that this number keeps calling and texting me telling me they are coming to see me and it's creepy.
The next days seemed to be hell as well Luke still calling and texting and that same weird number. I hadn't seen Will in about 3 weeks now and He was going to be having another show here in New York.
I couldn't wait to see him I just wanted to forget about everything that has been happening. I hadn't told him still about Luke but I really just wanted to tell him in person. Alexa and I were getting ready because Julian was coming to pick us up for the show.
I was being impatient at this point feeling as if I was waiting forever. Julian finally gets here and as we are leaving someone calls my name from down the street. "Alessa!" I turn to look as he approaches me "Dom? What the fuck. What are you doing here?" I say to him as I jump into his arms.
I hadn't seen my brother in almost 2 years now and for him to be here was amazing. "Oh my gosh no freaking way." Alexa says as she get out of the car and hugs him too. "Guys we really need to go." Julian says from the car.
"Where are you going?" Dom says to me "To see my boyfriend." I say to him "What about me?" "Do you want to come?" I say to him and I look over at Julian who nods his head to me. "Sure." We all get in the car and take off.
We pull up in the back of the Venue and get off and make our way to the dressing room. I had my arm intertwined with Dom's as I walked into the dressing room. William just stares at me and then at Dom, I go over to him and I kiss him and hug him.
"Who is that?" he says to me I grab Dom "Will this is my brother Dom." I say to him "Dom this is William." Will offers my brother his hand and Dom takes it "So is someone performing here tonight?"
Dom says and I laugh "Yes William is performing." I say to him "He is?" "Yes" "Sorry mate I guess I could properly introduce my self to you. I'm William Singe." He says to Dom "William Singe?" He says more to himself than to anyone else.
"The guy from YouTube?" "Yes" Will says "Alessa how did you manage that?" Dom says to me as I hit him in the arm. "This guy is like famous." "Just a guy doing what he loves." Will says. "This is the guy everyone thinks is so bad for you." Dom says "What is he talking about?" Will says to me.
I look at Dom and give him a what the fuck look. He puts his hands up and walks away to go find Alexa. "I was waiting to tell you in person." I say to him "Tell me what?" "That Luke has still been calling and texting me and that he told my parents that you were this bad person and that he was scared for my safety.
My mom called me and we got into a huge fight because she doesn't even know you so she has no right to say anything about you." "What the fuck?" Will says "I know, this is not how and when I wanted to tell you this. I'm sorry" I say to him he grabs me and kisses me hard.
"You don't have to be sorry Alessa, it's okay besides the only things that matters to me is what you think of me and that is it." I smile at him as I hug him tight. The show was now starting and we had a great time on stage with William and Julian.
He grabbed me from the DJ table and sat me on a chair he had set up on the stage and he danced on me. I couldn't stop laughing as he kissed me softly and finished his song. I stand back with Alexa, Julian and my brother.
After the show we went back to the dressing room "That was a great show man." My brother says to Will and Julian "Awe hey thanks bro." Will says I was remembering what my brother said earlier about everyone thinking will was this bad guy, how did he know that?
I walked over to him "Dom about earlier how did you know that they had been saying Will was this bad guy?" "What are you talking about?" "I'm talking about how did you know what mom was saying about William?"
"Oh because I have been home for a little while already and she wanted me to come and check on you." "What the fuck?" "What?" "How long have you been home Dom?" "About 3 weeks." I was pissed now because he hadn't told me and my parents hadn't told me that he was home.
"Are you fucking kidding me?" I say louder then I thought I could tell they were staring at us now but I didn't care. "What's wrong Alessa?" "You are seriously going to fucking ask me that? What's wrong is that I have needed you for the past Idk year and a half now and you're telling me you have been home for 3 weeks now and didn't even tell me. None of you told me."
I yell at him "Well mom tried to tell you." "Fuck that the only thing she has been telling me is how to live my life, instead of saying hey Alessa your brother is going to be coming home or hey Dom is back. She would call and question me about what I am doing with my life." I was crying now and I hadn't realized it.
"Alessa calm down." Dom says "No don't tell me to calm down Dom because this has been one of the hardest years of my life and I needed you and now you tell me you have been home for 3 weeks and you didn't even call to tell me you were here."
"Alessa I'm sorry that I didn't tell you. " "No I don't what to hear that you're sorry Dom. You only came because mom told you to check on me not because you wanted to see me. We're any of you even going to tell me that you were here.? Or were you all just going to judge me like you have been?"
"Of course I was going to tell you Alessa." "I don't believe you Dom." Alexa comes over "Alessa" "No did you know he was here?" I turn and ask her "My mom told me he was here." "And you didn't think about tell me either." "I was told not to tell you."
"Fuck that you are my best friend and it has never stopped you before." "Alessa they told me they were going to surprise you that is why I didn't tell you." "It's been 3 weeks and I can tell you that this is not a surprise you guys really did a bang up job with that."
"Alessa I'm sorry." Dom says to me "Whatever." I say to them both as I walk out of the dressing room. I walk outside and call a cab but before I could get in Will comes running out. "Alessa wait." He grabs me and holds me in his arm "I just want to go home." I say to him he nods to me as we get in the cab and head to my house.
I walk in and go to my room "Alessa please talk to me." he says to me as he lays beside me on the bed. "I can't believe he wouldn't tell me he was here." I say to him "I needed him more then ever after everything even just to hear his voice and for him to tell me that everything is going to be fine.
You know after Luke I don't even know who I am anymore, I have no idea what I want with my life and then you come out of nowhere and you make me so happy and you make me so scared at the same time."
"Why?" "I don't want to put myself in that situation again where I get hurt like I was. I moved here I met Luke and we had a great 4 years and I thought hey this is it. I have found my future and I pictured this life that I thought we would have. Then he leaves and everything turns upside down everything I thought I wanted for my life I don't want anymore.
Truth is I don't know what I want, here you are and you give me back this happiness and the only thing I know that I want right now is you. You make me so happy and it scares me." "You don't think I'm not scared too? I'm scared all the time that my life will be too much for you or that me being gone all the time will be a problem and you will find someone who is better for you then I am.
You have no idea how hard it is for me to leave you and not be scared that it will be the last time I get to see you again. I'm scared too." He holds me closer to him and I straddle him and kiss him hard.
As we are getting way into our make out session Alexa, Julian and Dom come in the door. I grab my shirt from the floor and put it on. "Alessa I need to talk to you." Dom says as he comes in my room. "Thanks for knocking." I say to him.
Will and I both get up and I go find Dom outside on the patio "Alessa I know you are mad and I'm sorry but we really were going to surprise you." "No I don't want to hear that you were going to it's been 3 weeks Dom." "I know it has and I have no excuse for it but you need to understand mom and dad really are worried about you."
"No they aren't Dom they want to control me still and they want me to be with Luke and I don't want that. You have no idea how hurt I was when he left, how much I needed to just pick up the phone and have our late night conversations so you could tell me everything was going to be okay because I would cry all night.
I needed you Dom and you here and you have been here and these past few weeks everything that has happened I needed you and you have been here the whole time. Instead of calling to tell me you are here you show up because you are worried about me. You should have just showed up because you really wanted to see me Dom."
"You are my little sister Alessa the first thing I think about is if you are okay or not, do you not think that I didn't miss you when I was gone. How much I missed those late night conversations and how I wish that I could have called you.
It's was the same for me too Alessa and you were supposed to have known that I was coming. Mom was supposed to tell you, then I get there and she tells me that she can't even talk to you because you hang up on her."
"Yes I do because when your mother calls you the first thing she is supposed to say is how are you I miss you hey your brother is coming home. It's not supposed to be why are you still sleeping so late you need to start making better choices with your life Alessa that is why I hang up on her. How dare she call me and the first thing she says is why don't you talk to Luke. No fuck that Dom that is why we can't have conversations on the phone."
"I know Alessa and I'm sorry that I just didn't tell you I was here. I don't know what else it is that you want me to say." "I don't want you to say anything Dom I just want you to be here and to talk to me and know that I know what I am doing with my life. You of all people know that I know what I am doing."
"Okay Alessa please have lunch with me tomorrow and you can tell me all about what's been going on because I don't really know." "Okay." I say to him as we go inside. "You can stay here if you want we have an extra room." I say to him "As much as I want to I don't feel comfortable knowing that there is a guy in your room."
I roll my eyes at him as I hug him tight and he leaves "Alessa please don't be mad at me." "I'm not mad at you Alexa I understand why you didn't tell me and it's okay." I say to her.
Will and I head to the room and lay down I was glad to finally just go to sleep.
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