I woke up the next morning and took a shower and got dressed I didn't want to wake up William so I just left him sleeping. He was leaving later on tonight it was going to be his last show here in the states and then he would start his European tour soon.

I was a little sad that he would be so far away truth was I was really sad that he was going to be so far away. I wouldn't be able to see him at all for about a month or two, I grabbed my phone from the night stand "Hey where are you going?" Will says as he yawns and rubs his eyes. I smile at him and I go over and kiss him. 

"I didn't want to bother you so I was gonna go watch TV or something." "Come lay back down with me." He says as he smiles at me and I do he pulls me on top of him and he kisses me. I wrap my arms around his neck as I kiss him back, our make out sessions getting more intense every time it happens. 

I had to stop to breathe and I leaned my head against his, "I'm really going to miss you." I say to him "You should come with me." "What?" "I want you to come with me." "Are you serious?" "Yes" he says as we stare at each other. 

"You and Alexa come with us when we leave tonight for our last show here. Then you can decide after that. We will have a few days to spend here in the state I have meeting and stuff before we leave." "I will think about it." I say to him 

I wait for my brother because he told me that he was coming to pick me up already. "Do you want to come to lunch with us?" I ask Will "No that is your time with your brother Julian and I are going to go out and do something anyways and I will see you when you get back." 

I nod to him as I head out to the cab "Where are we going?" I ask Dom "I wanted some Italian food." I nod to him as we pull up to the restaurant, we walk in and the waitress sits us down at a table. We give her our drink order and she leaves, "I have really missed you little sister." Dom says I smile at him as I start to cry a little.

I was so happy to finally be sitting down here with him just the two of us. "I have really missed you too Bubba, it's been so hard me dealing with every thing and not having you here to talk to about it." "What's going on?" "What's going on is that I came here 6 years ago and I had everything I ever wanted for my life planned. 

Then I met Luke and he was everything to me and the 4 years we had together were amazing. I thought that was it, that was my life right there he was going to be my future. Then he says he is leaving to Texas and he doesn't even ask if I want to go with him. 

He never even asked me what I thought about it or if I wanted to go with him. He just left and for over a year I have just been here, not knowing what I want out of life anymore. Everything I thought I wanted I don't want anymore and the only thing I know is that William is here and I like him so much and it scares me."

"Why? Is it because you love him?" "That is exactly why because I love him how can I love him this much already when I have only known him for a little over a month? It took me 2 years to tell Luke I loved him and I'm not even sure I even loved him at all. William shows up and he is amazing and I love him already, I don't understand it at all."

"Alessa because this time it's real you aren't supposed to understand it. Who ever really understands love? We all have our own definition of what it is but when it just happens you don't think about it, you just feel it that's when it is real." "He asked me to go on the rest of his tour with him." 

"And?" "And I have no idea what to think about it." "Alessa you need to go with him." "What about Alexa and what about you? Are you leaving again?" "I got the call this morning that we are going to be in the states now and that I have been stationed here in New York don't worry about Alexa I will watch over her.

I'm sure when she gets time she will be with you all in no time and hey maybe I will fly out with her and see you too. I don't want you to worry about me Alessa I will be here whenever you need me a phone call away and when you get back. I don't want you to regret this."

We sat and talked about everything he did when he was overseas and everything that he seen. We ate and then left back to the house no one was home when we got there. "Where is everyone at?" "Well Alexa had to work today, Will and Julian had things to do so they are out." 

"Well what do you have planned for today?" "I don't have anything planned just to meet you for lunch and that is as far as I got." We both laugh I got a text on my phone and it was from Luke again. "Seriously I'm sick of this already." "Of what?" I show Dom my phone "What's his problem?" 

"I don't know, I told you he won't leave me alone and then he was telling mom and dad things too and I told him already that there was nothing for us to talk about anymore. He won't leave me alone and I really just don't know what to do about it."

"I will talk to him." "Are you sure I really don't want you to get involved with this." "No it's fine he has been telling mom and dad all kinds of things about how William is bad and how you aren't in your right mind and it's clearly not the case at all." I hug him "So we should have a cookout before you all go." 

"That sounds like a great idea Dom I will invite everyone so you can finally see them again." I say to him. I sent out a group text to my friends letting them know about the bbq and what time to be here. Dom and I went to he store to go get some meat and other things for the bbq. 

We finally got back to the house and Dom and I started marinating the meet we had gotten. It was about 5 when Alexa got home, Will and Julian still hadn't gotten back yet. "Wow you guys what's going on?" 

Alexa says as she comes to the kitchen, "Well Dom thought we should have a bbq before we leave tomorrow." I say to her "It reminds me of being back home in Texas." I nod to her "We will forever be Texas girls no matter where we are." 

"Where is Julian and Will?" "They had some things to do they have been gone all day." I say to her she goes to her room and puts her things away. She comes back to the kitchen and starts helping us preparing the food. 

Dom goes out on the patio and starts cooking the meat on the grill. "So what would you say if I told you I was going to go on tour with Will?" "What are you serious?" I smile at Alexa "Well Will asked me this morning if I wanted to go with them I told him I had to think about it."

"You should go, I know that this past year hasn't been the best for you and you deserve that. What about school though it's going to start again soon?" "Well I'm not even sure I want to go back to school, well not right now anyways maybe I will take this semester off go with Will and see how I feel when I get back."

"Well Alessa you know I will support whatever you choose I just don't want you to regret anything. Taking a semester off might be exactly what you need." "Yeah" Alexa and I got the side dishes ready as everyone started to show up.

"Hey bitches it smells good in here." Lexi says as her and Carter walk in the kitchen I tell them there are drinks in the fridge and Dom comes in the kitchen. "Oh my gosh when did you get back?" Lexi says "Few weeks ago." Dom says.

"It's good to see you again man." Carter says, they went outside while Alexa and I finished what we were doing. A little while later Kevin and Blaine got here "Hey look who we found wondering around outside." Blaine says as Will and Julian come in behind them.

"Hey what's going on here babe?" Will says to me "Well Dom said we should cook out and I thought it was a good idea and we could spend some time with our friends too before we leave." I say to him he kisses me "There is some beer in the fridge everyone else is out on the patio." I say to them.

"I'm just gonna go wash up." Will says as he heads to my room, Chelsea and Tyler were the last ones to show up. Alexa and I set everything out on the table grabbed a beer and met everyone else outside. 

A little while later Will comes outside and we all just talk and laugh as we wait for the meat to finish cooking. We all grabbed a plate of food and I had went into the kitchen to grab some water when someone was knocking at the door. 

I went and answered it and was not happy with who was standing there. "What the" "Look Alessa I really need to talk to you and this is the only way I could get you to do it." "No Luke get the fuck off of my porch, this is definitely not the way to do because I don't want to talk. What part of that do you not understand?"

He didn't look like himself has he stood there he looked like a mess "We need to talk he says as he tries to come inside and I stop him. "What the fuck no you can't just think you can walk in here and demand anything from me." I tried to close the door but he stopped it with his foot "Go away Luke." I say a little louder this time.

He pushed the door open and shoves past me "Hey what the fuck is your problem man?" Will says as he hurries over to me "I need to talk to her alone." He says as he grabs my arm and starts pulling me to my room "Hey let me go Luke!" I yell as I try to get out of his hold Will grabs him and punches him and by then my brother was there too.

"What the fuck is going on?" Dom says as he grabs Will "He just showed up here tried to come in I told him no he pushed passed me and then he grabbed me and started pulling me towards the room and Will punched him." I say to Dom

"You have seriously crossed a line now Luke, don't ever touch my sister again. She wants nothing to do with you get that through your dumb ass head, she has told you plenty of times now and yet you keep harassing her. Now I'm telling you if she tells me you have called or text her again it won't be this pleasant next time." 

"I need to talk to her." He says through clinched teeth this time he grabs me harder and starts pulling me again. "Call the cops." Dom yells as him and Will grab him, he starts yelling trying to grab me again and I hurry away from him over to Alexa and everyone else.

"Are you okay?" Alexa says to me I nod to her the cops finally come and take Luke. Everyone leaves after that "Alessa are you okay?" Dom says to me he looks at my arm and I had started to bruise where Luke grabbed me.

"What happened to him?" "He totally lost his shit that is what happened to him." I was now just wanted to go lay down I went to my room and laid down on my bed. After a while Will comes in the room "Are you okay?" 

I look over at him as he sits on the bed next to me "I just, what happened to him?" "What do you mean?" "I mean I was with him for 4 years and he has not ever done anything like that. What makes someone do that?"

"I really could not give you and answer to that question, I just want to know that you are okay." "Yes I am fine I will probably have a bruise but I am fine." He grabs my arm and looks at is as he kisses me on the light bruise that was starting to form. 

He lays back against the headboard of my bed and pulls me on top of him as I straddle his lap. I lay against him my head on his chest, and he holds me until I fall asleep.