Donte

Walking back to the party, I seen everybody looking a little down which was strange because when we left everyone was having a good time. I walked to my grandma to see her crying tears down her  face, rubbing her shoulder she looked up and just shook her head, which made me confused, sitting down next to her and holding her hand

"What's wrong grandma? I don't like you crying like this" getting some tissue and giving to her, wiping her face she sniffed little

"Baby, have been at the prison to visit your father? Did you get a call from them at all?" making me look at her confused and nodded my head at the first question and I just thought about the second question. I mean they called me but they never told me anything about him in trouble.

"I mean the last time I went to see him was a went to talk with him to keep him updated and check on him a week ago, and he was okay when I left from there, why? And they never called me from what I know of." patting my hand, she reach for something, my cousin gave her letter and she gave it to me. I looked at it, but I opened the letter.

Dear son, 

I know we on good terms or working on it, but its time for me to be honest with you. Ever since I've been in this prison, I have been depressed and sadden from the memories I had with your mother and I. I have been just going down memory lane and the day I hated was the day I left you and your mother, turning my back on you both. When I got married again with the woman I left your mother for, I was in debt, arguments with her constantly about her spending money on bullshit, arguing with her kids but none of them never argued with me, she stayed on my side and left the house but stayed in contact with me, her name is Aaliyah. From what I can remember, her number should be the same, 706-330-2908. I want you to call her and get to know her, she is the last and good person part of the family that stills cares for you and me. I'm telling you this because this goodbye, I can't stay here on this earth knowing I'm the reason why both of my families is broken apart because of my stupidity and wrong choices. I'm sorry my son, and I will always love you,

Love, Dad

Putting the letter down, I just looked into thin air and not say anything, blocking everything around me. I couldn't feel nothing, I couldn't hear nothing, hell, I couldn't see noting but black.  I could feel a tap on my shoulder looking up it was Adonis who was looking at me sadden from the letter, he knew why I was acting like this. Getting up, I gave my grandma a hug and walked out the door, with pulling Adonis gently with me. When we got into my car we just sat there, trying to put all of this in my mind.

"Donté, lets stay here. You need to around your family right now." rubbing my arm while I looked at him sadly

"Can you stay with me please? I don't want to be alone, I need you right now, please" nodding his head, we got out the car, I looked and seen everyone leaving meaning my grandma told everyone to leave. Walking in the house I looked and seen my grandma on the phone and hanging up the phone, she rubbed her face. I let go of Adonis hand and let him know I'll in there. Sitting next to my grandma, we sat in silence.

"Grandma, what happened at the prison?", sitting next to her and rubbed her hand while she sat in silence, maybe doing the same thing I did

"Your father, he hung himself in cell. The doctor at the infirmary, he put it as a suicide. I got the letter a couple of days ago and when I read it, I didn't really understood until the prison called me while you was in the room with Adonis and that's when I put two and two together. I might isn't his mother but I loved him like he was my son, and now I have to contact his mother where ever she is to let her know. How are you feeling baby?" rubbing my hand while I shrugged my shoulders 

"I mean, I'm hurt, hell devastated but we just started to rekindle our relationship. But I'm hurt because he died the same way my mom died, suicide. I don't know what to feel but I know one thing its go hit me real hard in the long run. Now, I found out my sister from the other family stayed in touch with him, but I don't think I'm ready to meet her right now, hell, I don't want to meet the rest of the them but the one sister that stayed in touch with him, left the family because she feel right with them. But, I know they go be at the funeral. But I got something for you for your birthday" grabbing the gift bag, I gave it to her and she opened the box with necklace and earrings.

" Oh baby, they are wonderful and beautiful! Hm....how much they cost, because I know these cost more than the amount on my social security check every month on the 3rd" making me laugh a little but shook my head. I don't want her to know about the price. She rolled her eye, hitting me upside the head and got up to her room, but not before saying to me,

"Don't lose him again child, you was close to losing him because of something that deals with your past. You need to close those chapter to start anew chapter. Goodnight baby" walking to her room while nodded my head and walked to my room to see Adonis in my shirt and boxers sleeping peacefully, smiling I took off my pants and shirt and went to my dresser and just put on some boxers, and got into bed and let him put his head on my chest.

I'm Not Go Lose Him ,Not Again, Not This Time

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This Chapter As Supposed To Come Out Yesterday But I Felt That It Would Be Appropriate Today Instead.

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