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LOCATION: Brian and Evan's Apartment
TIME: 10:03 A.M.
The couple sat on opposite ends of the couch, their knees almost touching as they faced one another, avoiding the other's gaze. Evan held his injured hand close to his chest, paranoid of hitting the cast against anything, snuggled up in a hoodie that was two sizes too big for him. Brian was in a pair of pajama bottoms and his shirt from the night before.
"I think we should talk about it." Brian broke the silence, looking up at his boyfriend. "Even if its not what we want to do right now." He waited a few seconds, hoping that Evan would say something. "Ev, I...I'm sorry, okay? I know that you're....and you have strict boundaries and-"
Evan held up his uninjured hand. "It's okay. Let's just move past it for now, okay?"
"No, Evan, this is something we need to talk about."
His boyfriend looked up, meeting his gaze. Evan's eyes were slightly glazed over, most likely from the medication they had been sent home with for his pain, and his expression had a strain to it that made Brian feel even more guilty. "Look, Brian, we hooked up, okay? It's fine. I'm fine. We don't have to talk-"
"Evan-"
"Holy shit, okay. Look, I just- It's hard to say, okay? Obviously, I have feelings about it, but, maybe not in the way you think, okay? I just...I need a little time to sort through my thoughts."
"Is that why you locked yourself in the bathroom earlier? Because it's not healthy to keep it in like this, Evan. I don't want you to say anything you're uncomfortable with, but I need you to tell me if you're uncomfortable, okay? I don't even understand how it happened, but it happened, and I don't want to just sweep this under the rug, okay? I know its important to you and-"
Brian continued to talk as Evan stared down at where their knees brushed against one another. He blinked back a few tears, half-listening to Brian and half-trying to find the words to say what was really on his mind.
"Please say something, Evan. Because I really do like you and I don't want this to end because of-"
"I really like you too!" Evan couldn't stand another second of Brian's guilty ramblings. He took a deep breath, grabbing one of Brian's hands to get his boyfriend's focus. "Obviously, I really like you. Quite frankly, I'm shocked by how much I like you and like being around you and talking with you and- fuck it thats not the point, okay? The point is, I know how I feel about us hooking up, and it kind of scares me." Evan paused, scanning Brian's face for some kind of reaction.
"I don't think I understand."
"That's okay! Um, fuck, this is kinda hard for me to say, but, I didn't mind it, okay?"
"What?"
"I...I liked it. Enjoyed it, I guess is a better way to say it."
"...Are you...?"
"Yeah, yeah, I'm sure. I woke up and once I saw you and realized what happened I wasn't hit with this wave of guilt and panic and self-hatred like all the times before....instead I....I just felt so happy to be next to you...and with you. Even after spending the whole night in the hospital! And then I realized that I didn't mind it at all, thats when I panicked, because what the fuck does that mean? For years, I've thought myself as this one way, and now it's like I don't even know myself, you know? I...I just- I don't..."
Brian scooted closer to Evan, picking up on all the signs of his panic. "It's okay. That's okay, Evan. People change all the time, it doesn't change your past experiences. It's good to talk about this, okay? Even if you don't understand. You don't even have to understand! Sexuality is a huge spectrum-even asexuality!"
"But I...and you? Then with...I didn't- doesn't that mean something?"
"It could. But you don't have to think about that. If you're too overwhelmed to think about all the labels, then we just won't label it, okay? We can even do what you said and move past this-"
"I wouldn't mind if it happened again, though."
"Okay."
"Is that weird? Like I-"
"Evan, it's not weird at all, okay? If that's how you feel about me, and about us, then that's how you feel, you can't change it just like that. Right?" Evan hummed in agreement.
"We don't have to tell anyone, right? I don't want to make things weird."
"First of all, you won't make anything weird, okay? People change, relationships change-nothing wrong with that. Second of all, of course I won't say anything. It'll stay between us, even if we break up one day."
"You want to break up with me?"
"No! Definitely not!"
The couple sat in silence for a moment, cuddling closer to each other, careful not to crush Evan's injured arm between them.
"So, you're saying I'm so hot I made you question your sexuality?"
"I'm seriously going to hurt you."
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ISTG
Moo: brian everyone wants an update
Terroriser: we're both awake
Moo: and????
Terroriser: we're sitting on the couch?
Kryoz: probably doing whatever they were doing on your bathroom counter
Terroriser: that is so gross of you to say can i not just comfort my bf in peace
Moo: is he okay???
Terroriser: he spent the whole night in the hospital and hospitals freak him the fuck out what do you think
Fitz: so bad time to say that brock said he was gonna drop me off and everyone wanted to come so now we're all coming
Terroriser: WHAT
Terroriser: when you say EVERYONE
Kryoz: NOT CRAIG AND TYLER
Kryoz: those two make me want to bring back lobotomies
Fitz: yeah they left after shit went down in the gc
Moo: yeah so we're on our way
Kryoz: try to tone down the whole couple of the century vibe you got going on
Terroriser: fuck okay
Terroriser: how far away are you?? like twenty minutes???
Moo: ..
Moo: more like ten?
Terroriser: ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS
Kryoz: damn im starting to think my predications about what you were doing was right
Terroriser: SERIOUSLY SHUT THE FUCK UP
Terroriser: DONT TALK ABOUT MY BOYFRIEND LIKE THAT YOU FREAK
Jon: nah he might be as scary as evan
Terroriser: me and evan were discussing something very important
Fitz: if its about getting a restraining order i highly recommend it!!!
Terroriser: its a consideration
Terroriser: but also evan insists that once hes done with him he might need a restraining order against US so
Terroriser: okay so you'll be here in ten?
Kryoz: more like five now
Terroriser: alright thats fine
Terroriser: although evan says he kinda has a headache so he might just lay down
Terroriser: the pain meds have him a little out of it
Moo: thats totally fine!! i think everyone was just getting sick of cleaning my house
Fitz: praying for the apartment rn
Terroriser: if you destroy my apartment youre cleaning it and covering my rent for the next three months
Jon: so no trashing the apartment :(
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Fuck Witcha
WildHoe: wait so like where did everyone go? ive calmed craig down now
Moo: youre delusional if you think we're gonna let craig near us rn
WildHoe: so ur at brian's place????
Four07: dude seriously dont bring him here
Four07: like genuinely brian might kill him
Kryoz: nah even on pain meds evan could take him
ChokingIsMyKink: idk about that considering i broke his wrist the first time
RoastMasterV2: ohhhhh ur so fucking dead dude
RoastMasterV2: i may not be thinking all that clearly rn bc of the meds they gave me but trust that ur going DOWN motherfucker
Fitz: ofc bros first message back is a threat
RoastMasterV2: that wasnt a threat
RoastMasterV2: it was a promise
Kryoz: crazy foreshadowing going on rn
ChokingIsMyKink: evan i think we got off on the wrong foot
RoastMasterV2: im not gonna argue with you until i get off these meds i really cant keep my eyes open long enough rn
Jon: is that an asian joke?
Four07: evan's ex saying that is CRAZY
Kryoz: evans ex calling out his other ex is CRAZY
Four07: yeah i walked right into that one
WildHoe: yeah craig lets just leave them alone, okay? its too soon
ChokingIsMyKink: thats such bs
ChikingIsMyKink: friends fight all the time
Kryoz: ohhhhh so this is about you wanting to see brian
Kryoz: big yikes my dude
ChokingIsMyKink: NO THATS NOT IT
Moo: dude hes like over you this is getting kind of pathetic ngl
Jon: seriously are you not embarrassed
ChokingIsMyKink: SAYS YOU
ChokingIsMyKink: it is sooooo convenient of you to be here
ChokingIsMyKink: you probably think you have a chance of getting evan back and your "boyfriend" is just a coverup
RoastMasterV2: inSANE coming from u btw
Jon: look whatever you think is happening is definitely NOT happening craig
Jon: i have a very REAL relationship with lucas and evan has obviously moved on and ive accepted it
Moo: crazy how we keep having this conversation like craig when are you gonna get it
ChokingIsMyKink: theres nothing to get okay
ChokingIsMyKink: you guys just shouldnt be lying to yourselves about your feelings like its so obvious that when you "move on" ur not ACTUALLY moving on and thats kinda pathetic
Lui: pot meet kettle
Jon: think someone is projecting
ChokingIsMyKink: and what do you even mean by "evan has clearly moved on" ?????
Jon: bro is just deflecting atp
Terroriser: motherfuckers will do anything except reflect on their own actions
ChokingIsMyKink: hello brian
Terroriser: that wasnt an opening to a conversation
Terroriser: i still dont want to talk to you
ChokingIsMyKink: well we're in a gc together so its not like you can really avoid me
RoastMasterV2: theres a lot of things youre avoiding though arent you???
RoastMasterV2: bc i can think of one thing just off the top of my head
ChokingIsMyKink: YOU DONT KNOW WHAT YOURE TALKING ABOUT YOURE HIGH
RoastMasterV2: keep telling yourself that
Kryoz: if i was craig id be planning my move to another country fr like evan is about to end that man
RoastMasterV2: im going back to sleep
Moo: bro rlly said its so easy to take you down i have to take a nap im so bored
Lui: theres been so much build up to the dirt evan has on this man i am on the edge of my seat holy shit i just need to know the drama
Terroriser: me too idk why evan is waiting so long
Fitz: okay but dont you literally know what it is already
Kryoz: privileges smh
Moo: what do you mean by that
BasicallyIGetFucked: evan probably is waiting to get more dirt to really ruin this guy
WildHoe: please dont plot my bfs downfall
Four07: im not plotting ive just been praying on it
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ISTG
Kryoz: anyone getting this crazy energy from the main chat
Moo: its always like that
Kryoz: nah but i feel like theyre on the cusp of figuring out whats going on with brian and evan
Fitz: wdym??
Kryoz: well this craig thing is kinda reaching its peak and then whats gonna distract people??
Terroriser: evan has a plan
Terroriser: i dont necessarily agree with it but i trust it
Moo: is this a plan we can know about???
Terroriser: okay idk the exact plan persay
Terroriser: but evan just wants to see how far we can push it until craig is like completely backed into a corner and is on the verge of a complete breakdown bc thats the time thats gonna hurt him the most to have his blackmail come out but i mean his wrist is broken so like how much farther???
RoastMasterV2: i feel like he can get crazier
RoastMasterV2: and ive been talking with tyler and honestly theyve almost fixed whatever problems they were having which is perfect
Kryoz: you want things to get better for them?????????
RoastMasterV2: yes. because then its gonna hurt more
RoastMasterV2: craig is going to reach a level so far out there that hes going to say what we all know is true (that hes obsessed with brian) and hearing it from his own mouth is key tbh
Fitz: im so confused
Terroriser: hard for him to explain rn
Terroriser: but also i barely understand it anyway so what the hell
Fitz: guys i finally opened my roommates' gc the other day and holy FUCK its a nightmare in there
Kryoz: cant be worse than craig
Fitz has sent 6 attachments.
Moo: WTF
Kryoz: that cant be real
RoastMasterV2: did they send a video of someone snorting cocaine off someones dick?????? what is that???
Fitz: thsi is why i stopped opening it
Kryoz: wait why arent we talking about the SIX HUNDRED MESSAGES you havent opened??????
Fitz: thats for their weird therapy group chat
Moo: wait so what did you send screenshots of??
Fitz: thats just the general roommate gc
Jon: wtf goes on in your house dude
Fitz: the Horrors
Terroriser: no wonder you seem so unfazed by the madness
RoastMasterV2: how long have you guys been roommates????
Fitz: uhhhh maybe like five-ish years???
RoastMasterV2: yeah ive just connected a couple dots
Moo: open the therapy chat lowkey
Fitz: NO
Fitz: i fear what awaits me there
Kryoz: yea i have to respect a man protecting his peace holy shit
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Kryoz: wait so like is evans hand double wrapped bc of his stitches???
Terroriser: different hands
Kryoz: no fucking way
Terroriser: yeah luckily its almost time to get his stitches out so typing should get easier
RoastMasterV2: a little stitches and a broken wrist cant hold me down !!!
Fitz: nah its lowkey painful watching him type like an old person
Fitz: one finger on the keyboard is CRIMINAL
Terroriser: evan give me swags number
Fitz: WHY DO YOU PEOPLE WANT ME TO BE UNHAPPY
RoastMasterV2: at least you have live-in therapists to get you through it
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