Dear diary,

Today wasn't great. I kept my phone but I had gym which wasn't easy, I had to change in the bathroom to hide the scars, I don't want people asking what happened. I faked a smile for most of the day and I was mean to my friends. I felt really bad and apologized afterwards and luckily they were ok. I took my sweatshirt off for a moment and someone saw the three scars on my arm, I said my cat had just scratched me and they seemed to believe it... Sometimes I think about just ending it all, getting it all over with but I don't think I have the guts to go through with it. I'm going to make today's entry short. Till next time diary
~yours truly