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Some relationships are neither a one-way street or a love that works itself out. Kahit na sobrang mahal mo yung tao, palaging dapat may nagssacrifice because as time passes by, love alone is just not enough.
There were times I believed that I was born for you, times that I crossed my fingers for you, and thought we were created to make each other happy despite our imperfections. But I guess, all I could only do was wishful thinking.
Sinikap kong labanan yung hirap, yung distance, yung boredom na biglang kumain sa'tin and hindi natin namalayan na dun sa way na rin yon pala tayo masisira. We reached the point where we both got tired and just let things happen, and everything happened against one's wishes. Siguro nga masaya tayo non, pero siguro rin hindi na.
We had many great moments while we were constantly seeing each other virtually. Pero unti unti tayong kinain ng distance and it won over us and we couldn't just ignore it. Things slowly became cold. Malamig. Dull conversations and fading feelings started to become evident. And slowly, because things were changing before we even realized, sometimes it hurt instead. No matter how much we tried to stop it and just chill out.
On my point of view, when two people are far apart, it's not always fun, it's not always happy. Sobrang tagal natin tiniis at tinago na yung pagpapasaya pala natin sa mga sarili natin was becoming a hard deal.
And because we're not choosing to be blind or selfish, the day came when we decided to go our separate ways; the last thing we didn't want to do. Isang araw, narealize nalang natin bigla na hindi na tama. Na wala nang pinupuntahan.
I guess everything has it limits and ending, really. Love wins, sure it does, but not all the time.
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