Chapter 3
Tyler's POV
We were walking for a while, just learning more about each other and Josh turned to look at me.
"Do you trust me?" He asked.
"I just met you." I stated, he pouted but nodded.
"Fair enough, I'll take you home now if you want." He stated. I thought about it.
"Was it a special place?" I asked. His face flushed.
"A little." He said quietly. I smiled at him.
"Why don't you take me there when we become closer?" I asked smiling at the slightly shorter boy.
"Ok!" He smiled. I saw him frown, but he quickly covered it back up with a smile. I left it be. We walked home and said our goodbyes. As soon as I got to my room, the voice in my head attacked me.
Tw: Blurryface is at it, and mentions of self-harm
'Miss me?'
"Where have you been all night?"
'So you did miss me'
"No I didn't."
'Are you ready for your daily lesson?'
"N-no, please don't."
'Whining already? Wow, so pathetic'
"Leave me alone."
'You should be happy that I'm taking a you. No one likes pathetic faggots.'
"I'm not pathetic."
'Yes you are. And you know it. You mean nothing to anyone. Not to Patrick, not to Josh.'
"That's not true."
'Oh but it is, no know loves you. No one likes you.'
"Patrick likes me."
'NO ONE LIKES A WASTE OF A HUMAN!'
"D-Don't yell."
'Do something Tyler.'
"Get OUT of my head!!"
'I am you Tyler, I can't leave.'
"GO AWAY!"
'You can't beat me Tyler, you're too weak.'
"P-please-"
'Please what Tyler? Tell me!'
"P-please s-stop."
'Stop what Tyler? I'll stop when you think, you. Are. Stupid.'
"I know."
'Pathetic, weak, pointless, lifeless, waste of a human.'
"I know."
'Now go feel something.'
I got up and walked to the bathroom, and grabbed the razor. I hovered it above my wrist.
"I can't." I told him, tears were streaming.
'You are absolutely useless '
"I'm sorry."
'Do it Tyler.'
I gripped the razor, but I couldn't do it.
"I can't do it, I'm sorry." I cried and dropped to the floor. I brought my knees up to my chest and rocked back & forth while the voice whispered true things into my brain. His face is blurry...blurryface.
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen4U.Com