Chapter 5.5

Jason and I became close friends after hanging out a lot of times together...

I don't know how it all happened though. In just a snap, I felt so comfortable around him...

Jason would do things that Spencer did in the past. He'd call me every night just to ask me if I was okay and he'd always remind me that I'm the most beautiful girl in the world.

Jason may look cold-hearted on the outside but deep inside, he's just an 8 year old boy trapped inside an 18 year old boy's body.

We would always talk about our problems and whenever I'm with Jason, I'd feel so alive and happy.

But of course no matter what happens, Spencer will always be number one in my heart. I suddenly missed his smell, his face, his dorky but caring personality and I miss Him. I miss everything about him.

Yes, Jason was sweet but of course, my first and last love would be Spencer and only him. I'm still gonna wait for you Spencer Kim.

#tbc