*Dan's POV*

I'm on my computer, on my private tumblr account that no one except Phil knows about and I see that I got a message.

I haven't really gotten much messages on this account but it's not rare, I do get them once in a while.

I click on the messages icon and see a message from a user called "cheeselover". I chuckle; Phil hates cheese.

I read the "Attack on Titan" message they sent me and reply back.

It's a minute before I get a response.

From Cheeselover:
You seem pretty cool, I really like your account :)

I smile to myself. My Tumblr account is filled with everything that defines me and what I like. except, of course any pictures, and I'm careful not to post anything that could be linked to me or Phil.

This person must have some things in common with me. I quickly type a response.

From llamadude:
Lol thanks :) what kind of stuff do you like? I really like anime and Muse.

We keep on messaging each other back and forth after that for a really long time that I almost lost track of time.

I realize It's really late and Phil and I haven't eaten dinner yet.

"Cheeselover" kind of reminds me of Phil in a couple ways. He definitively likes the same stuff me and Phil do and he has the same type of sense of humour.

Thinking about Phil, I realize that it's weird he hasn't come up to me to ask me what are plans are going to be for dinner.

I'm actually kind of surprised "cheeselover" didn't say anything about eating dinner either, but then again they most likely live in a different time zone I do.

From llamadude:
Hey, sorry but I have to go see what me and my flatmate are going to be eating for dinner. It was really cool messaging you. I'll talk to you later, yeah?

From cheeselover:
No worries. It was great talking to you too. So you have a flatmate, huh? Are you guys friends?

From llamadude:
Yeah, I do have a flatmate. He's my best friend. He's pretty amazing tbh.

From cheeselover:
That's cool. Well, I should probably let you get on with eating then :)

I shut my laptop off and head over to Phil's room to ask him what he wants to eat.

When I get there, he's sitting on his bed with his laptop on his lap, a grin on his face.

"What are you looking at?" I ask, making my way over.

He just he snaps his head up and blushes, shutting the lid of his laptop down and staring to get up.

"Oh, ummm, nothing just some, um comments on YouTube." He says.

I have a feeling he's lying, but I just shake my head.

"Ooooohkaaaaay. So what do you want to have for dinner? I was thinking we could order pizza and then maybe watch a movie?" I ask. Phil smiles, his eyes lighting up.

"That would be great!" He says. And it's painful knowing he will never be mine.

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About 40 minutes later Phil and I are sitting on our couch watching American Horror Story. I look over at him and see he's all huddled up in his blue and green duvet he brought over from his room.

I realize that I must have been staring at him because he turns his head around and looks at me.

"Uhhh, Dan? You ok?" He asks.
I blush and glue my eyes to the screen.

"Yeah, I was just, um, daydreaming I'm kinda tired."

"Yeah, me too. Do you wanna turn the tv off and just head back to our rooms?" He asks.

I actually wanted to stay with him but it would have been awkward to tell him that so I just nodded and we headed back to our separate rooms.

I wasn't actually that tired but I changed into my pyjamas and sat on my bed with my laptop on my lap.

I opened up Tumblr and sent a quick message to "cheeselover"

From llamadude:
Hey. What are you doing?

From cheeselover:
I'm not doing much. Just watching Death Note ;)

From llamadude:
Awesome! Me and my friend love that Anime!!!!

From Cheeselover:
Cool! Is that the flatmate you mentioned earlier? You seemed to be pretty good friends.

From llamadude:
Yeah, we're best friends. He's incredible and amazing and creative and smart and funny.

From llamadude:
Lol sorry... Probably tmi :P
From cheeselover:

Don't worry about it ;) sounds like you really trust him.
From llamadude:

I do. I would trust him with my life. But there are just some things I can't tell him that I just wish I could talk to someone about :(

From Cheeselover:
Well, seeing as this is kinda anonymous you can always tell me. I don't mind :)

From llamadude:
Really? Because I've been wanting to let some stuff out...

From cheeselover:
I'm all ears :)

I can't believe I can finally let go and share my thoughts with someone. I've been wanting to talk with someone for so long and the only options were people I knew and I definitely didn't want to tell any of them. I'm just glad this person doesn't know me so that I can vent out whatever and they'll never know who I am.
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