It was quiet and cold. The light wind hugged me telling me that coming out in just my favourite satin nightgown was wrong for the cold night but nevertheless I stayed there. I watched the empty pool as it glowed from the lights under it. The coconut trees moved like the hula dancers swinging its leaves from left to right and the wind spoke as it moved pass me.

I hugged myself as I thought of how beautiful the place was. It smelled divine and it also smelled like Trijan. I sighed.

I wondered what he'ld be doing with Denise in nights like this. I tried to imagine them together and it hurt that even in my imaginations they still looked good together.
I took in a deep breath and the fresh scent of the beach and Trijan's scent filled my nose. Why was he everywhere? On my mind, in my heart, on my skin now i can smell him too..

"Hello Ivy" I imagined his voice speak. I sighed at how he was slowly taking over me but just when I thought I was imagining him his hands touched my shoulders, it sent vibes all over my body that's when I knew it was real. He was real

He was here

I turned around shocked at how I didn't notice him walk here. I was too deep in thought and all i could offer to his handsome smooth face was a smile

"I see you are still awake" his deep voice ever so seductive teased my ears the dim light from the moon made him look moon kissed.

"Yes.. the alcohol seems to be troubling my system" I lied as I watched him stand by me his shoulders gently rubbed mine as he adjusted and my nerves electrified.

"Oh! I'm sorry about that" he smiled apologetically

I blushed, he smiled like an Angel "thank you but It's not really your fault Trijan"

"Yea I know that" he said before we both became silent then he spoke again "so you'ld be leaving for Canada tomorrow?"

"Yeah.. I kindoff miss home" I admitted looking away from him sighing

"What do you miss about it?" He asked me sincerity all over his face, he really wanted to know.

"Umm I miss Lily my pet goldfish, I miss Maya my stylist, best friend, companion, maid,my trouble buddy and advicer" his mouth formed a wow expression and i giggled cause I knew he was thinking about how one person had so many titles but then my eyes narrowed at something else. His lips.

They weren't big but just moderate and the way they moved seemed like they were soft. It was neatly carved and totally kissable and to cut the long story short. I wanted to kiss him.

I didn't care if he was engaged or something this was my last chance before he said the vows and i would never get to see him like this again and after I leave tomorrow we'll never get the chance to be like this so I decided I would.

While he was saying something I wasn't listening to I caught him off guard and pressed my lips against his. I guessed right they were soft as hell. I wasn't expecting him to kiss me back but then he did. He opened his mouth and accepted mine and slowly his hands climbed my back and rested on the small of my back causing me to shiver. The kiss grew from simple to passionate with a special kind of hunger we call desire, our lips were in perfect sync and i was feeling a new brand of fireworks in my tummy just when I thought it would get better, he pulled me to him and I rested on him, his hard body. My hand laid on his chest and the other around his neck the feel of his skin felt good. We were both turned on as I felt him, it made me to smile.

We broke the kiss when we heard a noise, someone had collided with something and although it was dark i'm sure whoever it was saw us and before Trijan could say anything, I ran away.

I locked my room door panicking and trying to catch my breath,someone saw us and we didn't know who. I immediately started packing as I would love to waist no time tomorrow. I did anything I could so I wouldn't think about the kiss but then it was too good and immediately I laid down to sleep, sleep ran away and left thinking behind.

I thought of the possibility of being exposed, it was just a kiss right? But then he was engaged so it was wrong but I liked it alot. I loved it. He was good, really good and i knew for a long time I would never forget the kiss and i silently prayed he wouldn't too