Tammy

Alexei hands Tammy ,what has to be food, but she isn't hungry. She hasn't been hungry all day. She watches Akexei curiously and in silence, as he moves around before entering the bathroom.

Alexei returns fresh out the shower, Tammy stills and begins to track his movements subtly. Alexei has his hair in a bun and smells amazing. Tammy looks over his shirtless body and there are scars all over his back. Her nausea rose when she saw the branding on his right shoulder. She could recognize the "C". The " C" for Cassandra.

"You're not eating." Alexei turns folding his arms over his chest. His sweats hang low on his hips.

"I'm not hungry." Tammy says quietly and tears her eyes from admiring his height, his form, and all the muscle.

"I couldn't believe you did that to me. I thought we had a moment and the moment Mark wanted you again, you ran to him. You left me to feel ,whatever happened between us, by myself" Alexei sat on the bed with his back to her. "Tammy, it's not right what I did to you, at all. It's not right what I did finding that boy in my daughter's bedroom, I just I..."

"I know that we opened up and that something changed, I felt it too. When I woke up, I was terrified of what you were going to do. I couldn't imagine your reaction to opening up to me. I thought you would regret me being there in the morning.
Amber told me that Mark knew I spent the night in your bedroom and honestly, I panicked. I'm so scared Alexei. I'm afraid of Mark, how I feel, and..." Tammy takes a deep breath.

Alexei never looks at her. His back still turned but Tammy can feel heaviness radiating off of him. "And...me? Please don't say you're afraid of me Tammy. "

Tammy didn't say anything.

Tammy went from looking at the scars to touching them. Alexei flinches when her fingertips make contact with his skin. He doesn't stop her. Her hands travel over the scars which are majority smooth and very few keloids. "What did she do to you?"

"Some she did for her pleasure and some to punish me." He took a deep breath. "Some of them I did to myself, because I couldn't stand liking how she could make me feel. "

Tammy shudders as tears threaten to spill. Why would someone do this to a child? Sick batshit crazy bitch. She found courage in her anger. Her lips trace some of the scars. While Alexei allows her to touch him she loosens his hair.

Tammy feels a small shiver travel in him as she kisses his shoulder and ran her hand in his silky almost platinum hair. Alexei more than likely had the appearance of a Cherub as a child. She strokes his bearded chin as she sucks his earlobe. Biting her lip, Tammy couldn't believe he was allowing her to do this. She was so excited. Alexei stops her hand from entering his sweats.

"Come here," Alexei says in a quiet voice moving Tammy onto his lap.

Once there, Tammy felt the bulge of his erection on her bare crotch. Alexei's hands slid up her thighs and then shakily removes the t-shirt. Her nipples harden instantly. He notices and his lips find the way to the stiff aching bundle of flesh and begins to lavish its attention as his hand stimulates the other. Their lips smooth over each other. Tammy cups Alexei's face with her hands, deepening the kiss, unable to stop the need spreading through her rapidly. Her hips have a mind of their own as her body sought relief grinding against the bulge in his sweats.

"Stop it," Alexei says trying to pull away from her kiss.

Tammy normally would have hesitated. However, her reserve is gone for the night. She wants Alexei and has peace in that acceptance. She wants his body and she wants his heart. Tammy wants to help Alexei get the help he needs, whatever he needs to love her. She wants to love him.

Her fingers rub over her slick folds and then the sweet spot. Her eyes stay on Alexei who is watching intently. She doesn't feel embarrassment, just pure excitement and a desire to please him. The more she thinks about being in love with him, the more peace she finds in it. Tammy realizes she has hope in him.

Alexei stops her right at that point of release and kisses Tammy without putting his hands on her. "Tammy, if we do this, I want to know you're choosing me."

"I choose you. " Tammy watches as Alexei brought his stiff phallus out.

It is so big and the piercing so intimidating as Alexei strokes himself in between her folds. His dick becoming shiny with her lubrication. Enough to bring her to a peak but not release. Tammy looks at Alexei to find him looking intently at her. Tammy blushes again, it's like he's a student and he's learning her.

Alexei kisses Tammy before burying his face in her shoulder. "I want to pretend I'm not taking you back to him, pretend Like you care about me ,and like you really want me...more than him. Just tonight..."

Tammy doesn't have to pretend.

She is still hesitant to tell Alexei what she realized in the quiet. She started falling for him, even though she had no intention to, thoughout the time spent alone with Alexei and Angela. Tammy wants to be brave enough to tell him, however after everything, not even the desperation, humble, and the pleading in Alexei's voice could make Tammy tell him.

Alexei could disappear and just become someone else. Although she loves him, she doesn't know if she can stay. Tammy wonders if she can trust him.

Tammy swallows hard, hopefully her body can tell Alexei what her words won't. A new gush of liquid arousal coats her intimate skin as Alexei watches his member become sucked into her private space.
Once fully sheathing him, they share a tender kisses. Her hands on his broad square shoulders.

Alexei whispers in her ear to go slowly as Tammy began moving up and around the thickness, filling her so completely. Alexei's hands grip her hips and Tammy found her body shaking with the orgasm that long awaited, listening to the sensual sounds he makes.

She never noticed that Alexei made any sounds before. The sounds are perfect male moaning. It is turning her on more to know she is pleasing him like this. It was turning her on to feel like they both are vulnerable. Tammy wraps her arms around Alexei's neck fighting to hold on as a second orgasm wrecks havoc on her senses.

"Lay down. " Alexei kisses Tammy, bringing her arms over her head, kissing the smooth underside of that arm, her armpit, and her collarbone.
"When you touch me, it's over whelming. Keep your hands here, it's my turn to be on top."

He penetrates her again. "Alexei what are we doing?" Tammy chokes out as the rhythm began to steadily cause tightening in her stomach.

"I don't want to think about any of that. Just let me make love you." Alexei is looking into her eyes.

Alexei took his time utilizing all his length. when Tammy thought she couldn't take it anymore, he gripped her thigh with one hand, expertly rolling against her body, and deeply thrusting into her whispering words in Russian.

Tammy didn't know what possessed her. She didn't know if it was the way he moaned the words over and over mixed with his intoxicating kisses. She didn't know if it was the way their eyes met in that moment. But the urgency in their mating became more primal. She pulled his hair as he slammed into her at an angle that so perfectly stimulated her G-spot.

She felt him about to release when she just couldn't let go. "Fuck don't stop...cum in me."

"You don't ..."

Tears of pleasure fell from Tammy's eyes as she cut Alexei off with the kiss triggering his ejaculation. Her mouth opens and he smothered the moan that sounded from her. Her walls clamping on his member that spits heavy ropes of cum into her. Her muscles are milking him dry as they both rode out the last waves of the orgasm bodies covered in sweat and trembling.

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"Do you love him?" Alexei's voice breaks the silence.

Tammy kept her breathing easy. She has no plan to answer. Alexei doesn't push and she silently thanks him. Tammy couldn't tell Alexei how she feels. She didn't know if she could trust Alexei with her sincere raw truth.

Having a baby is a huge leap.

Tammy couldn't say she had strong feelings to motherhood one way or the other. After knowing Alexei's story, seeing Angela, and realizing some things about Russel, Tammy's father, all Tammy is sure of is that no matter how she has this baby, that she does want this baby. She is going to be a good mother to this baby and aid Angela in life.

Her decision has been made. She is going to stick things out with Alexei.

Sleep is beginning to drug her senses as Tammy felt Alexei kissing her shoulder. "You know I'm awake?"

"You don't sleep on your stomach," Alexei replies touching her hair. "I am going to see someone when we get back. "

A flutter of emotion spins through her gut. "I think it would be a good idea for you to get some things sorted out."

Tammy wants to pretend everything will be easy, but she knows it's going to be tough. Alexei needs a level of help that she can't give him but Tammy jopes to love him through. She isn't sure how Mark is going to take their split and if he will leave Russia. Tammy doesn't know if Alexei will let her return to working or how things will work out between them.

Tonight Tammy wants this amazing feeling with Alexei, the freedom of this house, and to think about the possible baby created tonight. Alexei did need professional help. Angela and this baby was going to need parents with their shit together. Tammy feels at ease thinking about conquering what's to come. Maybe this turn of events is for the better of everything.

Alexei Smirnov

He doesn't want to come off as the 'If I can't have you guy', but Alexei decided ,the short time here, that he will kill Tammy if it ever came to it. Apart of him had wanted to kill Tammy now, for the misunderstanding. Alexei rationally now knew he overreacted but the pain he'd felt clouded everything.

Every time he comes to his mother's old vacation home, Alexei believes he thinks better. He feels calm and able to move with the flow of things that feel out of his control. All of this has been taking a toll on him. Alexei wants control of his life and he wants to be in love, but it seems impossible to have both. It feels selfish to try to have both.

He can't offer Tammy what she deserved to have, right now. It killed him to think, but Alexei has Angela to care for and get himself fixed.
As he absentmindedly stroked her hair, taking in the different curls and frizz, he knew he had to let whatever he was feeling for her go. Tammy has a whole story that couldn't involve him.

Yet, he still needs her, Alexei thinks as he looks into her brown eyes. He wishes he never met Tammy. It is better to detach from Tammy right now. Number one, Alexei has very powerful people watching his every move. Number two, he isn't Mark. He won't manipulate her body and play with her mind until she's in love with him. Alexei is afraid he has made a mistake with how he's treated Tammy.

"Alexei, I said I was sorry."

Beautiful Liar, he thinks as he marvels at how lush Tammy's lips are. Her face is absolutely beautifu as she lies. His chest feels hollow. All Alexei could feel is rejected. Tammy had chosen not to answer if she loves Mark, but he knows that she loves Mark.

Her soft hand strokes his cheek. Their eye contact didn't break as Tammy pulls Alexei down and kisses him. Her eyes pleading for Alexei to kiss her because he isn't exactly cooperating. He probably really should definitely not kiss Tammy, he thinks.

When the soft contact of their lips happen, Alexei is powerless against the warmth that spreads through his core. Alexei wants to pull back. He wants to be firm in his resolve but he couldn't. Tammy's other hand held Alexei's face to hers firmly and the small moan of protest came from her lips.

"Fuck, I wish this were more." Alexei whispers to himself as Tammy opens her legs allowing him access to being one with her.

"Alexei, I want to just tell you everything," Tammy sounds like she is about to cry. "I don't want to be another person who hurts you."

Alexei watches her lips part and the tears fill her eyes as he slid into her. He moves as slowly as his discipline will allow, dragging the stokes out languidly. This isn't about lust for Alexei right now. He wants a little bit of love from her.

"Don't Lie to me Tammy." he moans before Tammy kisses him again.

"I'm not, I really don't want to hurt you. " she kisses his cheek and lips again tangling their hands above her head arching into him as Alexei's left hand held her hips down.

He could feel the swollen patch of bumpy nerves with the head of his member every stroke. Her walls sucking him in and gripping him tightly when he moved out. Tammy is biting her bottom lip meeting his slow pace. She looks into his eyes and Alexei admires how glossy and lust laden they are.

Does Tammy remember asking him to cum in her earlier? Or did Tammy say it out of passion? Or did Tammy not say it at all and Alexei took the moment to change fate. He felt his balls tighten as a new wave of her liquid heat coats his member with her orgasm that he continues to stroke through.

One of Tammy's legs wrap around his waist pulling Alexei in deeper. The ball of her heel in his lower back guiding Alexei to angle into her at the perfect degree. Tammy pulls him down kissing him. Letting his hand go only to hold onto his neck as Tammy begins to grind on his swollen member and slam her body down on him.

"Alexei, please cum for me." Tammy licks his earlobe before whispering in his ear. "You feel so good."

I love you. He thinks as she urges him to the moment of creating life again. Alexei sweeps her hair away gently exposing Tammy's neck so he can kiss and mark it with soft suckles. He felt his orgasm building.

"Look at me, I wanna see you," Tammy begs him, a bead of sweat moving between her breast.

Rope after rope of cum squirts into Tammy as she still sensually moves up and down his rod. Alexei felt like her throbbing pussy around him was taking everything from him and keep him locked inside of her until he has nothing else to spit out.

"Not yet," she says breathlessly still guiding him in her passage.

A few more strokes and he came again like he'd never done so the first time and went soft and only after his dick stopped twitching inside of her did she move. But she didn't move away like any other time. She stayed facing him.
Alexei didn't know what it was about that moment but the way she looked at him he felt the tears but he couldn't believe they were his own. She began to try to console him.

He felt like he couldn't breathe.

"What's wrong?" she kept asking wiping her own tears away. "Talk to me please." she kisses him frantically.

"I think I just realized how much I need you to love me."

Tammy drew him to her chest. "I love you and it confuses me. Please don't cry anymore. We can just stay here. You, Angela, and me."

He heard the overwhelming hope in her voice. Alexei wants nothing more than to be able to promise her that. To start a whole new life here with her and Angela, to have more children with her. Desperate times call for desperate measures and Alexei is going to have to return Tammy to Mark for her own safety. Once all this clears, then he could come back for her. Alexei would love to live here with her and his daughter.

Alexei's thoughts continued to taunt him for the rest of the night long after Tammy slept curled up on his chest. He hates himself for needing Mark to protect her, but he knows after what he did that he can't trust himself to get his life together and protect Tammy. He has to love her enough to let her go.