I woke up the next morning not really sure how I am feeling about anything at this point. I wasn't sure where Will was but I grabbed my phone and called Dom. I couldn't help the tears that fell as he answered the phone. "Hello?" "Dom." I say through sobs "What's wrong?" 

"What am I doing Dom? Everything seems to be falling down around me and I have no idea how to stop it." I told him about what happened last night and I just wasn't sure how I felt about all of it still. "Alessa it's not an excuse and I'm not trying to make it one for him but he is a guy and we are stupid. You love him and I know that you are hurting but give him a chance just one and see how it goes." 

"Is it even worth all of this Dom?" "Only you can answer that Alessa you are the only one who knows if he is worth it or not. You know the answer already Alessa I know you do and you are the only one who can make the right choice for you." "I thought I knew the answer to that Dom after last night I'm not sure I do at all." 

"It wasn't right of him to do that and it doesn't make me happy either but he loves you. That I know I am right about." "Why would he do that to me then if he loves me like he says. This is not how any of this was supposed to go, I was so sure I knew what I was doing with him." "All relationships go through hard times Alessa and you are either in or out but you have to make that choice."

 "I love you Dom and thank you." "I love you too baby sister." I hung up the phone and sat there on the bed trying to figure out what I wanted to do. I had to make a choice, the thing about it was that my mind and my heart said two different things. My heart said yes and my mind said no, it was a matter of which one I wouldn't choose to listen to.

I wasn't sure how long he had been standing there but he cleared his throat and I immediately turned around. He stared at me and I stared at him neither one of us saying anything. "How long have you been standing there?" "Long enough to hear your conversation." I put my head down not wanting to look at him anymore.

He sits down on the bed "Please look at me Alessa." I couldn't make myself look at him, he put his hand under my chin and turned my head so I was looking at him. I start crying aging not really sure of anything at this point, should I stay? Should I go? These two major questions and the only thing I could do was cry.

Will pulls me into his chest and I cry for a little while longer as he holds me. "I know it was wrong of me to do what I did last night Alessa, I never meant to hurt you I love you, I really do love you and I hope that you will let me prove it." He say after a little while I stop crying and just stay in his arms "I want to come with you for the rest of the tour." I say to him I look at him "Are you sure?" 

I was sure that I loved him and that I wanted to be with him and that was enough for me to give him another chance and to go with him on tour

"I know that I love you Will and I know that I want to be with you that is what I am sure of." He lays me on the bed and kisses me hard and I kiss him back the same way. Soon there was clothes coming off, to say the sex wasn't good would be a lie because it was great. 

We laid there together for a little while before we got up and got dressed, he had the day planned out for us first we all went to lunch. "So how did it go last night?" Alexa whispers to me, "I have decided to go with them." 

"Really?" I nod to her "I know that it may seem crazy, but I love him and I owe him this chance to prove to me that he loves me like he says. I can't let this chance get away from me and then I regret it no matter the outcome of it." "Okay I understand that I just want you to be okay Alessa, I know how hard it was for you after Luke I just don't want to see you that way again."

The rest of the day was great we went to six flags and had a great time. I loved getting to enjoy the day with Will, I was  just so over feeling sad and being mopey. We went back to the hotel to get ready because we were going to go out. As we were getting ready there was a knock on the door. 

I was not happy when I answered the door to see Ellise standing there, "Can I help you?" "I would like to talk to William." She just stares at me and I don't say anything "Are you going to let me in?" "No" I say to her. She laughs "You're jealous of me." "I don't think jealous is the right word for this situation." 

"I have no idea what he see's in you." "You don't have too." I say to her "Do you wanna know why he didn't say anything about having a girlfriend it's because we still mess around." "Why are you lying Ellise? You know damn well the last time I messed with you was 3 months ago before I met her and we have not talked until last night."

"Don't act like you don't still want me Will, I mean from last night it didn't seem like you minded." I couldn't take this anymore I grabbed my bag and I pushed passed Ellise. "You two can have each other." I say as I make my way to the lobby William chases after me "Please don't leave." 

He says as he grabs me "I don't want her, I want nothing to do with her. Yes before I met you I would still hook up with her on occasion. I don't want her Alessa please believe me." There was no tears this time just anger but I wasn't mad at him. I was more pissed at myself that I had let this girl bother me so much.

I did believe Will "I believe you but I need to think and I can't do that with you around." I say to him as I grab my bag and leave. I decided to check into another hotel and Alexa kept calling me every minute. I just didn't want to talk about it so I laid on the bed and stared at the ceiling.

I decided to get in touch with some old friends from high school and I met up with them. It was about 10 and they told me they were going to a club so I said I would join them. It was good to catch up with everyone and see what they had been doing the last 6 years.

I started taking shots after shots not caring at all that I had already had to many. "Hey slow down." Kenzi says to me but I ignore her, everything was blurry now and I tried to stand up but quickly regretted it. The room was spinning now so I sat back down, my phone rang so I answered it. 

"Hello." I say "Alessa." "Yes." I say "Are you drunk?" "No" I say "Where are you?" "Um I'm here in this club, wait who am I talking too?" I say "Hey get off the phone and have another drink." Landon says. 

I hang up the phone and take the shot he hands me I had forgotten about the day. I was glad because I was just so over it already, "Damn Alessa you have gotten sexier over the years." Landon says as he puts his hand on my thigh. 

I move it off as he grabs it again "Hey stop." I say to him "Don't be that way." He says to me he tries to kiss me but I move away from him almost falling. He follows as he grabs me and tries to kiss me and I slap him.

This time I get up and start making my way outside stumbling along the way. He follows me he grabs me again as he starts touching on me and I try to push him away but I can't. "Stop Landon I have a boyfriend." I say to him he starts kissing on my neck and I can't get him off of me. "Stop!" I say louder this time.

Someone grabs him off of me "She said stop." He punches Landon and they fall to the floor and begin to fight. "Will stop." Julian says as he runs past me and grabs Will. "What the fuck are you doing Alessa." Alexa says as she grabs me "I don't know." I say to her as she takes me outside and puts me in the car.

Will and Julian come out a few minutes later, Wills lip was bleeding we take off "Stop!" I yell and Julian quickly slams on the breaks. "What's wrong?' Alexa says I open the door and start throwing up. "Great." She says as she grabs my hair and holds it back for me.

We finally made it back to the hotel as I stumbles my way inside. Alexa helps me to the room and I sit on the bed, I knew they were all mad at me so I didn't say anything. Alexa and Julian leave, the silence between Will and I was uncomfortable and I didn't like it. "Will?" "I don't want to hear it Alessa." 

He says to me I go to the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth. I take off the clothes I had on and I go lay down in the bed. I didn't say anything to Will I just laid there facing away from him.

He was pissed at me and I had to be okay with it because he had every right to be. "I'm sorry." I say to him before I fall asleep.